today is Good.

You created this day.

You create my way

to finding You

for seeing You

and most of all

Being with You.

all day.

and all morn.

and all eve.

i grin.

in daunting reflections.

contrite eyes.

aching head.

 aching foot.

aching ankles.

 yet my mind aches not.

nor my heart.
within my shadow.
without my soul.

sadness?

now i smagrin ... ... ...

WOW Jurnei!!

WOW WOW WOW!!

i can't believe it has been so long, quite some time Jurnei!
it must mean good things which ofcourse, all good things come from you!

my energy ... seems streaming.

my light ... seems glowing.
pulsing to the never but vibrating from forever.

my eyes ... dreary.

my health ... interesting.

thank You Jurnei for my new and trusted partner!

we walk together.
we talk together.
we live together.
we dream together.
we love together.

thank You Jurnei!!

so we are ... soon to be ...

to my faithful Jurnei! 
i bow my head ... and think.
why do i grin ... and squint?
surrounding love and loves from more ...
peace with peace ... forever more.

a voice of interest ... hers.

a touch of brilliance ... ours.

scents of experiments ...

sounds of "yes" ...

our first month ...

i am still shaking my head in contented joy ...

June ... here we come ...

wow really!

so it was first a question but unespectedly transitioned to a statement or an exclamation.  that eroteme helps?  maybe the togetherness is the interobang? 

i am so happy being with her.  all the time.  even when apart.  so much to praise the above for! 

so much!

my Jurnei of contentment

so the surprise is still with me.  You Jurnei are that surprise.  you proved surprises.  all for good.  yes .... right now my head is shaking left to right.  a tight smagrin.  mild tripidation.  hopes for the wind to set me sail with the correct partner you have always had for me.  Jurnei, i thank You.  tight smagrin ...

wow

Jurnei!! 

You love me so much and i can't help but smagrin ....

my head shakes slowly from left to right and left to right ....

in amazement ... in unexplanable awe ....

so much about this new chapter is wow !

i do trust You and i wanna keep it that way ...

these new moments that are happening i want, i only want, to respond to Your guiding, Your leading ...

i am still and so much drawn to You and right now ...

right then ....

right when .....

am i to be paired?  happily!  intimately!

You are so incredible! 

i smagrin smagrin smagrin .......

FOUR : 15

i still only have but ONE choice.  and in all actuality, it is NOT even a choice!

it is what it is.

whatever i plant gets unearthed.

whoever i befriend well .... is there even hope to remain?

for just over a few i have found asylum beneath immaturity.

though ... i have been greeted with another Gain ...

for aGain ...

by aGain ...

for my Gain or loss, while plenty, 'tis the same ...

'tis the same ...

'tis the same ...

i will follow "it" up, down or below the down.

i will continue to teach it "choice" by hummm and shine.

shall my gain disappear from it's own shine?

'twill reappear a shine hidden behind all else.

and maybe while we are still ignored ...

the both of us will exist to our Light.