Jurnei
what is Your timing for me?
when should i go?
should i go now?
or wait?
days after days after days i keep thinking of leaving.
i do not belong.
i should be dead!
why am i not?
why am i alive?
i make people smile or laugh at times but i don't mean anything to them.
i don't mean anything.
choices: i want to jet vs stay and take care. TAKE CARE OF ELSE?
i am not to take care of others.
i was taught to fend for myself.
they can too.
reward?
tis vanity.
my time is near completion eh
