thank you jurnei, for subtly telling me in my daydreams of reconstruction that 'just because i think i honor an old idol by memory or memorial doesn't make it honor'.
it is an idol!
jurnei, i will need some assistance with the removal of that idol. i have books and books and albums and poems and song and story and scripts and audio and video of her. idols are to be brought down when they become and idol. not only when the attempt is to replace the Overseerz but when "it" is conceptualized.
this is what you are telling me, eh? jurnei, you know this will be tough because i had alot of stock in her. 10 years worth since awakening. but, you should have always been the reality of my investments. only you payback outstanding dividends.
idols never payback or reward the worshipers, do they? neither do godless prophets or prophetesses. help me destroy the tie. that binds. it's slavery.
idols don't even say thank you when song and dance is before them. idols don't smile or nod in approval. idols don't bless and they observe in utter silence, the disrespect of inanimate. idols soak up our lust and my idol soaked up mine. a good thing. my lust is dried and calloused.
jurnei, only you can soothe me. and you hummm to my orchestration.
tonight i sing a song i wrote for you.
"i won't ever be in the dark cause now i can see You"!
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