4 give?

so help me jurnei,

"forgiveness is not ok-ing something that is not right.  

it is saying i will withdraw myself from what's not right and put 

myself in what is"?

now that i have been withdrawn, 

or set apart,

or if i set myself apart,

and if you are righting the wrongs that were done in me,

to me,

around me,

will i be repaired to one whom is right?

i know, i know,

"focus and heal".

focus right.  heal right.

but it is taking so much time . . . ....... and wearing this thick cloak 

of loneliness, and hoisting this duffle bag of shame, which 

should not be, is tiresome.

and it's raining out side right now.

i guess that's not too bad.