fearless dreamer

i just revisited a time from this past fall ...

"dreamers rarely fear" was the quote i took note of.

Jurnei, i believe i am getting back to dreaming.

i love living a life of no fear.

and You know that over the last 10 + years i was mocked for living with no fear.

ridiculed by certain families that resembled every other family.

attempted attempts to convict me to fear fear fear.

fear organizations.

fear relations and relationships.

fear out comes.

fear plans.

fear not having plans.

fear the unknown.

fear self.

fear death.

fear life.

JURNEI!!!  what is the deal with so much fear?!

fear does not deserve so much attention.

and i tried my best to ward it, to ignore it, but when i tried to feel included in the "game" of life, and when everyone was telling me to fear "losing" the game of life, i fell victim to the trap.

i took the bait.

well, Jurnie, i have puked up their tactics.  

that was a loss in the midst of many losses of mine.

again, i was told loss is fearful.

'tis not.

in my dreams there is no loss.

that is true Gain.

sure, in reality there may be much loss,

but i believe You have told me,

i lose nothing and yet if i lose everything,

i gain it all back.

this is an avenue of my dream.

nothing to fear in that.

cool Jurnei ....