balance

Jurnei,
is there a balance between acceptance and rejection?  or is it one or the other?
please don't feel i rejected You.
please don't feel that my wanting to come back to life was rejecting the life i was living with You.
i remember the many many times since transferring back to this 3rd dimension i wanted to bring friends into Your presences.
but did i ever get distracted from "beauty personified in red"?

many were alluring but only one caught my heart.
and now that one has severed the artery.

Jurnei,
did i, why did i make the mistake of letting myself get distracted, get pulled away?  i know the word, "infatuation" is relevant.  but was it a sin?

"No"

then why do i feel punished because of it?

"You are not.  No punishment will over come; come close; compete, to the Truth of where your home already is.  With Us.  Even right now, you are with Us.  Your mistakes aren't with Us, not now, never were, never will be.  And they are not with you.  They don't become you.  You don't become them.  Who We have the blessing to reveal We admire, We approve, We address, We ordain.  We honor.  Always have.  Always Always Always will".

So, Jurnei, You don't disapprove of my mistakes, and many they are?

"Rhetorical question"?

yes.

"We have anointed you in Our presence.  You know.  You KNOW.  Believe what you know.  Just believe what you know".

"We embrace you".

i know.

"Believe it".

i do.