content yawn

any day

all day

every day

any eve

all eve

every eve

Trin You are so radiant!

whether i am blinded by the past

you GLOW too amazingly powerful and fresh and contrite!

my so many so many questions about life and death are compiled to just a few.  maybe two.  maybe one!

and really, how rhetorical it is.

"oh how You LOVE us"!

i smagrin holding in the details!

You know my blue prints.

You know my meaning.

You know me.

i know You.

oh!

i smagrin ........

u vA Je'D

i wrote this poem for us Jurnei!

Hummm (revolution two A of circle 2) #6 began 11/15/2013. completed 8/13/2014.

u vA Je'D

Days end as another day ends the spectrum's circle: spectre's cycle. Hide and go. Seek a floating presence not weighing in secrets, but cells and chambers.

Every instance is still re-instituted, and the past has been, but not for comparisons to the future.

Jremes re-incarnate. Jurneis revisit. “What i've seen before looks similar to it's past. Was it the same path”? My foot prints seem identical, less i'm once again floating above our unseen shadows. “Lift shadows, lift. Re-appear from our disappear”.

Accurate my current stretches. No regrets for all attempts. No floating dismal this time, saddened by who or what might never be. Again. And again. It might never be. But please.

Voices echo, falling from yesterday's yesteryears. Cry out from within the mirrors of time (begging to be seen). Bettering the scenes. Blistered we may seem from the new layer of gently pressed time. It parachutes over us so softly. So sweetly. So unnoticeable. “So are you gonna change something”? because …...

“u va jurnei. u va jreme. u va nother. u va role.

u va liking. u va choice. u va reconing. uve control.

u va mystery. uve beliefs. u van archive uve yet read.

uve today. uve tomorrow. uveternity. u va jed”.

irun

really Jurnei!  You cause me to shake my head left and right, back and forth!

i SMAGRIN all the time!! 

You are so amazing!  and wonderful!  and remind me, my past is not my fault.

i accept Your reminder.

i run with You toward my future!

guidance

Jurnei,

please give me guidance with my heart.

You know what i refer to.

You see my face of joy when i see ..... face of joy.

when i hear the voice of it.

when i hear so much love for You! 

let me keep singing my love for you, as well.

it is just so great to hear someone else love You so much!!

You, Jurnei are the Light of Sound and Praise and Love and Freedom!

grace me with a smile.

You are finding favor in me.  or is it i am finding favor by You? 

thank You Jurnei.  what a game of words.  You know me so well :-)

ultimate praises to You Three +

smagrin!!

Trust

Lead me not into temptation, but deliver me from evil. 

For Thine is the Kingdom and the Power and the Glory forever and ever. 

 i am tempted to give in, to give up, to give excuse for giving less than what i am able. 

 i am able to do so much and be even more, all because of how You have created me. 

 Lead me within Your Kingdom, equipped with Power, created to bring You Glory.

thank You Jurnei!

still excited

some how, Jurnei, i'll get through.  i will get to You.  i know You are here with me, in me, around me, yet, i smagrin, ambulo.  my foot curls up still.  whether there is interest from the outside, i know You are not just interested in what i am doing on this, or where i am going, but You are planning this.

i still don't know, i have no clue, what this is gonna be about.  i don't want to keep wondering either because than it is almost a "set up", a set up to something BIG when maybe, it doesn't need to be.  i don't think it does.  Jurnei, i'll be serious, ever since 4/26/98, i don't feel important.  i feel as if i was a set up for something BIG and obviously, it was not.  i am not.

so i am going to just go GO and try to help people, others, feel and know that they ARE big to You, no matter how small and insignificant this world causes them to feel.  it sure happens!

but i believe, Jurnei, this is an easy task by simple utter enjoyment for Life.  not for what life brings me and others, but for what i can bring Life.  You Jurnei are Life!  and i just want to bring You my recognition, appraisal, reverence, joy and love.

i am stifled here.  my joy is shadowed and over shadowed even more.  my joy is even questioned.  not by You, though.

3+

JURNEI!!

in a little over, A LITTLE OVER, 3 months my travel begins!

i have already run into encouragers, who some might say "stranger" because i have never really met them before.  but were and ARE they ever so encouraging!

You placed them there at that exact time, to stifle any trepidation in me.

Thank You Jurnei!

i must be composed.  i must have clarity.  i must be ready.  just looking at my packing list, which was helped by You, it doesn't seem to full.  that is good.

OH!!!  thank you for the encouragers!

may i continue to find rest these coming nights.  NO FEAR.  this perfect love is musical.  this perfect love is orchestrated by You.

Jurnei, as i prepare the packing list, prepare my heart too, please.  and my mind.  and my body.

ambulo.

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latria Trinity!!!