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Jurnei

y do i love Thee?

y do You love me?

y am i lost?

y am i hidden within Your Light?

y am i reckoned obsolete?

y is my voice not sound?

y is a touch scraping?

y am i?

y are You?

y is it not yet?

y has my past left me?

y is the future ungained?

y do my eyes hurt?

y haven't i discovered my purpose?

y do i tread the shallow?

y can't i breathe what We once breathed together?

y am i to suffer?

y does contentment befail me?

y do i stand?

y do i sound?

y oh y?

destress me pleez

thank You Jurnei for this past week.  it has been quiet and calm.  and we got to play music!  i ate a good meal.  You were there with me the whole time!  i could feel You.  i could sense You.  thank You for giving me that night off.

at the cross roads, thank You that there were activities for the people there.  it seemed it was joyous.

please, though, help me peel more of my eyes open.  help me to see what you have given me, surrounded me with.  help me to focus to healthiness.  help me to focus on what i have not on what i do not.  or what i lost.  or what was usurped.  help me to not not not focus on what others give me: stress and disregard and abandonment.

thank You Jurnei for shining above at the end of each work night!  so beautiful!